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dear jojob. firstly i wish to sincerely thank you for extending your gracious hand in friendship in this venture. i've perused the art gallery on this site only to discover that you're a very accomplished artist and writer. you were blessed with a God given talent!! it's a privilege to have met you on this site!
and yes, i most definitely am the good /obedient girl type as this parallels my real life growing years when mother and i experienced a very drunk and abusive father that would beat her and me, only for me to immediately come and comfort and soothe her pain to help her heal, smile and laugh and get back into happy life again. we healed each other and for that reason i would be most comfortable with a female/female relation, and additionally to this day i'm fearful of men..especially the lecherous ones who seek to take advantage of women and children abusively and sexually. i find that disgusting and loathesome!!!
currently i have a real life woman partner going on over 8 years i met in college in gym class as an English undergrad. she's such a cute butchie, and very maternal so my life pattern seems to parallel earlier years. what we are into is mommy/daughter relationship in a most gentle,tender and sweet way. when she dresses me, my pretty diapers function as a conduit (not as a sexual fetish nor erotic item) causing me to feel so helplessly vulnerable, tapping directly into my little baby girl that still lingers in those dark shadows of the past, and brings her out into the lovely warm sunlight of a pretty garden setting. mommy and me are a team joyfully tending to our garden of beauty, singing cute nursery rhymes and Mother Goose songs together, (i know all of them well) laughing and doing little dancie dances together, with my little dollie in her stroller clapping with glee seeing us girls all happy as a team! then we go about little household tasks such as dusting and cleaning, cooking and laundry, sorting it out, and ironing. shopping and going to the market and banking is another joyful trip. helping mommy get the best carrots and peas, celery and tomatoes working with the list she has and making it a happy time rather than a "chore." then we all go home and have a lovely tea party together, and i put dollie in her high chair to enjoy tea with us girls. she's so happy and we all hug and hold each other sharing the bliss of our spirits communally. for me, the greatest reward in this life is always in the GIVING and Never, ever in the taking or demanding! one good deed brings another in its wake. Positive energy begets more positives in return. we must always reciprocate!
personal care and hygiene is an absolute Must. we are fastidious about our cleanliness, clothes and body both. proper behavior, manners and etiquette for each other is a central prerequisite to each day. in fact, my partner originally gave me my name, "lil miss, manners," or "lil miss" for short for that reason. i think we both agree that it fits so appropriately. and sometimes she calls me "Mother's Little Helper."
then before beddie bye time, we kneel together to say our prayers, blessing mommy and dollie and our lovely, neat, clean home that has provided us such an orderly blessed and safe abode.
then comes rock-a-bye time. my partner loves to put me in her lap (she's a lot taller and stronger than me) to cuddle, singing sweet lullabies and it's so emotional between us, that copious tears flow as our emotional release. she has a hard time singing rock-a-bye baby, as it's vocally one of the most difficult lullabies to sing! it's a sacred time for bonding between mommy and me, as our souls connect and dance a capricious celestial ballet together. it's verbally indescribable!
Mother's Day, for obvious past reasons, has always been my most favorite day of the year. i not only celebrate it for my real bio-mommy, but for my partner and all other mommies of this war-torn, violent world. i've come to believe all mommies are part and parcel of the Divine Presence of God, to be cherished, supported, and always under Divine protection guarded safely. my past has probably influenced this World View. my greatest joy in life is to see mommies happy and proud of their little children and their children happy and proud of their mommies. that is a special treasure so gratifying and healing for me!
my real bio-mommy knows that me and my boo engage in our relationship and understands why; therefore she's supportive of it and encourages us to continue on, seeing how much happiness and sanity it brings us. we are indeed so blessed!! and the most wonderful aspect of it all??.,..no sex, no sexual demands, no pressure to serve or provide such. i could never have this pressure-free relationship with a guy! i already know this oh so well! another thing that's enjoyable is extemporaneous poetry i love to do out of the clear blue. it's enjoyable to make up stuff off the cuff, especially if it's tastefully done with creatively humorous ideas and visions that fit the scene. i never, ever use expletives anywhere!! never ever!! they're awful!!
i hope i've shared substantive material for you that truly comes out of my heart. for some reason i think i would be a bore for most. most others like the "bad and naughty and snarky girls" because they find them interesting and fun, but i could never be part of that. i risk being classified as a Little Miss Goodie Two Shoes i fear...but be it as it may.
i think if we were to pursue a rp, i would be most comfortable working in tandem (as a team) giving you the final authority on how we go. i'm not sensitive to being advised or guided since i don't have an ego problem with that. you are an experienced veteran it seems and i do respect that! mutual respect is something we earn as we go along. it's not a "carte blanche" gift. i should hope to earn mine!

i would love to jojob. it's just that i'm really still pretty new here and doing my best to learn navigating the site. if i did, i would only want to do the best i could and provide you a very good role partner. i must admit it took lots of courage to join this site as i was very scared and fearful at first of what i would run against. but the admins. seem very helpful and the people here are genuinely very pleasant! gentleness and sweetness are roles that come very naturally to me as that's my natural demeanor in real life. i'm not really an alpha female, but my partner is. i never take the lead but would feel best obeying and doing what i'm told and cooperating with a group leader and being supportive of him or her. rebellion and brattiness have never been my thing, and neither has arguing. i'd probably be boring!! i'm also amazed at how intelligent the people here are!! i also like the open-mindedness of others not to judge nor condemn others.

You're going to teach math?

I might go to some obscure country to teach English for a year or two, as I am trained in English-teaching to foreigners.

what ever daddy wants!

hhhhhhhhmmmmmm #1 and #2

Hectic on my side. I might have some interesting life ahead of me after I wasted my time doing a liberal arts major.

*hops into your arms* i love u daddy

So, how are things? .........

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