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For now at least.As for the piggy back rides,I'd so so and she'd just blush,smile,laugh,giggle but she was happy so I'd be happy.And in fact,I've often treated like like someone I 'look after more than a lover' it was in my kind nature to be nurturing around the person I loved.Rusty had told me 'wtf you're like her mother' but he doesn't know.Our bond was friends,lovers,family. And it were just small things like I've told my friends that they are not to be cussing around like her.I respect my girl and I am proud of my friends,regardless but I just didn't think it would have been very proper for them to be cussing around like pirates around my girl.Even I'd hardly cuss around her.And I'd scold her if she did even though that was probably my influence. The thing is,she liked it,she even told me she liked me being so 'over-caring' because it really showed I cared,like,she's not 18 just yet,I am over 18 so if I'd be watching yaoi or whatever 'naughty' of the sort,I wouldn't let her watch just because.And she's just cuddle up to me and say that she's glad that I'm protecting her from improper content.

It's alright,nothing can be done about it though I did more card readings and calmed down not knowing some things so,things are under control.

I'm glad and lately I've been staying up late so I cannot focus much on roleplaying when I'm sleepy.Just hard to focus on typing.
Also,I dreamt Alexis.If I had a dream of her that means I miss her and it's true.I somehow dreamt that I wanted to message someone but I messaged her by mistake and she was actually there to get it then we ran into each other and somehow we weren't really talking much,but she of course clung to me,I allowed her since I was missing her but I didn't speak since I was still upset so as a result it ended up with me just walking and carrying her on my back,like a piggy-back-ride thing,she was holding tightly to me as I did so and then as a habit of mine I changed the mood and the topic by saying something completely meaningless like 'be glad that you're not even heavy,I've carried heavier people." and that's a legit thing since I always do this,we're talking about something serious and when I just want a break from it I just throw in a completely meaningless and random statement.It's a 'in character' thing for me.I do that on purpose to people,acting all distracted by a different topic when I only want to avoid speaking of something.And the piggy back ride thing was legit too since whenever she'd tell me she feels short I'd give her a piggy back ride and tell her how tall she is.Even if she's only like 6 cm shorter than me.

I'll be back in a bit. Gonna watch a movie.

Just please don't feel like I am scolding or criticizing you. I've been out of character plenty of times myself.

The thing is,I've told you this before,there was to be no 'you' in the characters.And I know somehow it's very hard to avoid but it's necessary to always question the character before making a post.

Just that today I found our older rp file that I had saved from when we roleplayed the whole Shelly and Break past thing and gosh was it bad at certain parts. For example,Break would not feel timid,shy,embarrassed,scared or would not even cry easily which was awfully out of character for him as for me,I made Reim sound...too formal.

That's considerable just I want both of us to try to stay in character more.

Straight in the feelings,right? Yeah,I know.
And as I asked,what about Elliot's sword?That could cause trouble,you know just how much it means to Elliot.

At that age,I'm not surprised that you seemed just like a cute little brother.
And yes,that seems to work also I was thinking maybe all this could have something to do with Elliot's sword?