To be honest with you I liked nekogirl as well. It's the reason I worked so hard to make sure her PC was safe to have her account reinstated after connor "hacked" her (he had installed a keylogger on her PC), however if I bend or break the rules for one person I have to do it for everybody. It's nothing personal, it's my job.
You can view a list of the Admins and Mods here:
https://diaperedanime.com/forum/showgroups.php
And, no panda - there is no discussing this I'm afraid.