Sundial
August 11th, 18, 11:20 PM
Hi, it's me, Sundial, and I am here to answer the question, "Where is Sundial?"
Because evidently, a lot of people want to know. Since I stopped posting, I've gotten like 10 messages from people. In fairness, I did make a recruitment post just before disappearing, didn't tell anyone I was going and have also been online without responding. So people have had fair reason to message.
Here's the answer. In short, I've been busy. I am a full time student, I have stuff to do. And guess what? Being busy sucks. Because it forces you to make decisions of what to do in your free time. Everything you do is a trade off.
Now I genuinely enjoy role-playing. I enjoy working with another person to write cute/lewd stories about guys in diapers. And a lot of the people I've met on here have been super cool people. It is nice to have a community of people with similar interests. But at the end of the day, it's porn. Diapered Anime is a porn site, roleplays are porn, and those stories are also (you guessed it), porn. I'm not saying this is a bad thing, I just think it's the truth.
The point I'm trying to make is, I can no longer trade doing things I really love, with writing on this site. I do not have the time to be here. In every situation, there is always something better to be doing with my time.
The times when I have used this site have corresponded directly to the times where I have been the least motivated, least productive and most unhappy. I have made over 1200 post on this site, some that took more than an hour to write. I have wasted entire days on here. I cannot help but think what I could've achieved had I spent that time on something else. This site can be addicting, and there's a lot of pressures at play.
So rather than try to do everything and lie to myself that I can handle it, I'm backing out. I'll still be on from time to time (because reading RPs is fun), and if you want to talk then that's cool. But I won't be role-playing again, and if I am, that means something is going wrong for me.
There is one more thing I have learnt while on this site:
I am pretty fucking good at writing smut.
I hope you build a statue in my honour.
Because evidently, a lot of people want to know. Since I stopped posting, I've gotten like 10 messages from people. In fairness, I did make a recruitment post just before disappearing, didn't tell anyone I was going and have also been online without responding. So people have had fair reason to message.
Here's the answer. In short, I've been busy. I am a full time student, I have stuff to do. And guess what? Being busy sucks. Because it forces you to make decisions of what to do in your free time. Everything you do is a trade off.
Now I genuinely enjoy role-playing. I enjoy working with another person to write cute/lewd stories about guys in diapers. And a lot of the people I've met on here have been super cool people. It is nice to have a community of people with similar interests. But at the end of the day, it's porn. Diapered Anime is a porn site, roleplays are porn, and those stories are also (you guessed it), porn. I'm not saying this is a bad thing, I just think it's the truth.
The point I'm trying to make is, I can no longer trade doing things I really love, with writing on this site. I do not have the time to be here. In every situation, there is always something better to be doing with my time.
The times when I have used this site have corresponded directly to the times where I have been the least motivated, least productive and most unhappy. I have made over 1200 post on this site, some that took more than an hour to write. I have wasted entire days on here. I cannot help but think what I could've achieved had I spent that time on something else. This site can be addicting, and there's a lot of pressures at play.
So rather than try to do everything and lie to myself that I can handle it, I'm backing out. I'll still be on from time to time (because reading RPs is fun), and if you want to talk then that's cool. But I won't be role-playing again, and if I am, that means something is going wrong for me.
There is one more thing I have learnt while on this site:
I am pretty fucking good at writing smut.
I hope you build a statue in my honour.