I do love having fun with Jen But I'm not the type to hound for it or go out of my way for it. If the mood hits then we play if not then we just relax.

Not shocked he banned me from his page. That was the second time I spoke up on something on his and it was the second time he just told me it was mindless smut. Its not mindless when you put words trying to justify whats going on. But either way I stopped following him that night so its fine. He stopped posting work that I like anyway.

Oopsie! I forgot to click on the "View Conversation" button before posting my VM yesterday and wound up posting the following VM to myself!:



I'm "In the same boat" as you, concerning the price for an adult pacifier like the custom ones made here but I'd still rather spend $30 for an adult pacifier than a total of $3,000 for a dental implant ($2,000) and a dental crown ($1,000)!


What do you mean that you "Never had much of a sex drive"? - Don't tell me that you're a homosexual woman that also gravitates a little towards asexuality! - LOL! Just kidding! Either you're an asexual or you're not. As far as I know, there's no actual intersecting of any of the sexual orientations - A person is either one of the sexual orientations (Heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual or asexual) and a low libido can affect anyone regardless of their sexual orientation, not that it's good to have a low libido (Even for asexuals who can still masturbate/self-love [They would still need to have enough of a sex drive in order to do so!]). If you want to increase your libido then you might want to look into the prescription drug called Addyi.


Hmm... I just visited 34Qucker's dA! page and read all the commotion from two days ago. It looks like you might no longer be welcomed at his page. You spoke out what was on your mind (Which was your right to do so) but unfortunately, it doesn't change the fact that he could still block you from his dA! page if you continue to speak in that manner in the future which I think, probably doesn't matter seeing as you're probably not a fan of his ABDL artwork or artwork/writing that he likes (Based on what you've wrote there) that does tend to gravitate towards the darker side of BDSM (e.g. - Enslavement, spanking and humiliation). In any case, don't worry about it - A block from a particular dA! page is not as a bad as a ban from dA! entirely. Judging from what you've wrote, you're no where near meeting the criteria to merit the latter kind of action!

True enough. But pacifiers for folks like me aren't cheap after all. Well i can understand that well enough though I tend to not get super interested in looking at others that way. Never had much of a sex drove anyway so It was a shock when I fell for jen to begin with.

I MIGHT have caused a bit of a scene on on of 34Quckers uploads. It seems to have died down but I still refuse to change my thoughts on some what what it was about.

That may be about your pacifier but at least your tooth isn't going to slowly fall out! If anything, it just proves that your teeth are still strong!


That's good about your wedding night. I've read that approximately one third of newly weds actually don't consummate their marriage on their wedding night because they're too tired and stressed out from the wedding and the reception -> http://www.brides.com/blogs/aisle-sa...ing-night.html. Abstaining from sex the entire week before the wedding would have made the wedding night sex even more intense! Yeah, I would imagine that nothing much would have changed between the two of you except that you're each no longer open to other girls. You can still enjoy looking at them but nothing more. I once caught my brother-in-law staring for a long while at a girl in the food court at a mall during a family get-together. When I asked him what he was doing, he replied that just because he's married it doesn't mean that he's dead downstairs and that it's okay for him to look as long as he goes back to my sister in bed every night. I thought about it for a while and then thought so as well - We're only human after all and human beings have natural urges that we need to satisfy (e.g. Via watching others or porn) - Just as long as we remain faithful to those to whom we have committed the rest of our lives, watching a little harmless "Eye candy" should be okay (Especially if it can enhance the sex in your own bed).


What happened on dA! in order for peeps to get mad at you? I don't see any disparaging comments on your dA! page.

heh My teeth have been a pain in the bum as well. i nipped a nice sized whole in one of my paci's last night so gotta replace it. Umm well mostly the usual stuff with a bit more oumph. Lifes ok to be honest and its more or less the same. I will say that I'm willing to be I made a lot of folks made on DeviantART thought.

Oh, nothing much (Thank God). It's the "Same old, same old" for me. I'm still waiting for my loose dental crown to fall out before I see my dentist - If I chew on hard foods like an apple, it stills holds on fine but if I chew on soft foods like a banana, the food sticks to the crown and tends to pull it down a little as I chew. It's an unsettling feeling - Like the old saying goes "The fear of death is more to be dreaded than death itself." (I like the Steven Seagal version from "Hard to Kill" better "Anticipation of death is worse than death itself").


How was your Wedding night? Did you have any special "Fun" in bed or was it just the usual routine? If it's too intimate, you don't have to go into the details. So how is your life, now that you're married? Did you notice anything different between you and Jen?

Yeah I guess I can understand that Still it was a funny moment. So what have you been upto?

You love rain? I can't stand it - Rain always gets me down but I understand that it's necessary to help the flowers, trees and grass to grow (It also helps the World's food supply of fuit and vegetables). Minister? Ah, so you had a religious wedding rather than a legal one. Good for you! It's actually a deadly sin to use the name of the Lord in vain (e.g. "G-- D--m" See -> https://churchpop.com/2016/08/09/tho...s-still-a-sin/) but I believe (I'm not a priest) that there is nothing in the Bible against using profanity as long as it does not involve God (Which is probably why, forgive me, the minister laughed at your ignorance as a lay person. I once worked at a company that created and maintained applications for the Episcopal Church and I can tell you that some of the ordained priests there cursed like sailors in private when they were not at the pulpit - As I was on one of my first assignments dealing with a priest, one of them even told me to relax, since he was not like one of those anal retentive old fart priests with a cork stuck up his ass! After that, I saw him as just a regular guy whose mission in life was to save as many souls as he could before he too, met his final reward. I want to get married before the eyes of God as well. A four tiered marble wedding cake sounds delicious! I prefer a chocolate and vanilla one myself (The five tier one below must cost a small fortune). So how is your life, now that you're married? Did you notice anything different?

It was raining the WHOLE Day......whitch was fine for me since I love rain but it was a cold rain. It was mosty your normal thing though I did mess up and curse about how I needed to sit down since my shoes where hurting my feet though the fact that I cursed was funny since I knew what I did right after then said " I guess I'm going to hell now. " and for what ever reason the minister found it funny. Food was fine but I'm really picky so i only tried a few things. The care was a four layer marble cake with vanilla forsting.

I'm sorry to hear that you, Jen and your guests were rained out and had to go inside. Maybe the heavens were crying that you and Jen will no longer be available to the single girls out there! Did the rain come after the ceremony and did the judge say anything witty before pronouncing the two of you as a married couple or did he try to keep it brief perhaps because of the weather? How did things go at the reception? Did you eat a lot of fine food and down many fancy drinks? Was there a lot of dancing among the guests and peeps from both sides getting to know one another at different tables? What flavor was your wedding cake? How many tiers were in the cake?