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close enough. basically, he constructed his ideals when fighting for good around indralia, more or less taking him as some messianic figure so when he found that the power indralia used could have been used by basically anyone willing to risk the trials involved, and essentially, the issue came down to no one else being brave or willing enough to undertake said trials..
his entire worldview was broken. to him, if that single kernel of light in the darkness was false, if the ideal of goodness prevailing for it's own sake was false..than the worth he had placed so much into it was false. ultimately, the sacrifice must have been worthless, if nothing but initiative led to it, he reasoned.
grappling with this, he fell to despair, and festering in it, that despair became hate. hate for those he viewed as unworthy to indralia's legacy. hate, that drove him back to the darker arts, seeking the one thing he'd always known to give his existance worth. Power.
if there was no worth in virtue..no worth in honor..than he would make his own measure.
indeed, it was then, when trayan resumed digging for power regardless of the source, that he fell beyond all redemption.
well, he attempted to follow indralia's footsteps, find what secret he used to stop voideus. however, where indralia drew a reason to fight from his journeys, trayan only saw his own empty despair reflected in the path. and upon seeing the truth of voideus and the nexus, snapped entirely.
ok. and just to let you know, on the history of trayan rp, i intend to have a part wherein indralia saves trayan from a ritual gone wrong. the point being that he'd turned to good as one of indralia's generals from being saved, but indralia's sacrifice caused him to go back to void worship out of despair.
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