That probably explains why we enjoy wearing diapers. Diapers are originally made for babies/toddlers to enjoy the freedom from the adult responsibility of having to use a bathroom. Thus, we must be babies/toddlers~!
FYI - This is the real reason though (It's a "Long read" but a very informative one ->
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraphilic_infantilism! For years, I thought that I was a freak until I read that article. It opened up my eyes. So now, I try to spread the word. If you haven't already, you should read it entirely, possibly for a better understanding of yourself.