Finally getting diapers
 

My mom might be buying me diapers soon that or I could use my own money to get them figures moms are the best ones to tell about your secret I can't believe it took me this many years to tell her >_<

Lucky you! Have fun!

It was the stress I couldn't take it any more so I just told her I feel calmer now but she said it was fine and might possibly get diapers I don't know yet but I told her not to tell my dad and I can't believe it took this long to tell I thought she would of been those sensitive type that get all stressed out and call your own kid a freak for liking them but she's really nice when you get to know her and she's 40 years old around there and still looks like she's 15.

Wow. I wish my mom had the same reaction when I told her I was gay. Ah well. It wasn't 'You are worthless and a freak' but it was worse. She lied straight to my face and told me it was okay.

Bleh my mom basically doesn't care about what I like.

Heh when I told my Mom I was transgender ... she fliped. XD She still iffy on the whole thing. She doesn't realize I have been planning on transitioning and have already started somewhat.

Oh? Interesting. From what to what? I've never met a transgender before. Nice to meet you!

What's transgender? No seriously I don't know sadly >_<

A transgender is a person is where the person gender identity (the belief that they are a man or women) not matching the sex that they were born as. In other words they feel that their gender is really a women even though they were sexually born as a man or vise versa.

Also congratulations on your mom excepting your diaper wearing. However, for me it was the exact opposite, which is what I knew was going to happen because my mom is not a very laid or excepting person (except when it comes to gays since we have gay people that live in our family and friends that are gay) so when she actually found my diapers (There is no way I would have told her because that was one of my biggest fears when I first discovered I was a DL (who later became an AB) and hated myself for it among other things because I thought I was a freak, as a matter of fact I cried and hit myself several times and vowed never to do it again, and well you can see how that worked out). My mom thought I was a pervert (which hurt a lot because of the fact that after the abuse I suffered when I was a kid I would never ever do anything to hurt them) and that you guys are basically a cult that was going to butt rape me. Anyway, I actually told me dad about it over the phone and he was just fine with it as I predicted because my personality is very similar to his in the laid back department even though I didn't see him that much at all since my parents divorced when I was one. Anyway, sorry for the long rant.

Well basically a transgender person's sex doesn't match their gender (Sex of the brain, to make it easier to understand). There have been many theories on the cause, however the cause has gone under much research in the past 3 or 4 years and it's very likely that it's biological. Proof has been shown through these researches that transgender indeviduals in fact where born with a brain of the opposite sex. Caused by hormone levels during development, by either the mother and/or fetus.

Many transgender are very likely to seek treatment. There are no methods of fixing the brain, so you can only change the body. Which is known as Transition. Many will seek to try and look as they feel, by going through years of therapy and surguries and taking medication (HRT, Hormone Replacement Therapy). A very scary process non the less, you really have to be ready to throw away everything and start from scratch. Expecially if you go through with the last surgery which can't be reversed (SRS, Sexual Reasignment Surgery).

Those who choose not to go through this process... , do so later on in the future or try to live with it as best as they can. Many are not able to live with it though and commit suicide. I believe the most recent statistics on that is 35% actually commit suicide and 50% have tried by age 20.

Being transgender is a hard life, but it does give you an insane knowledge about both sexes since we end up having lived both.

Anyway ... there is more to it then that .. which can be looked up. Just keep in mind there are many biased oppinions out there.