So within the span of a week to several People my Sexual identity came into question to the point i had to kinda talk around it to eventually change the topic ...
Since being AB/DL and likeing sissy with Pink Diapers clothes and such.
And like cosplaying cute mascot charachters so i can act inmature scared and let pepole baby me.
Also being Furry and a big nerd never having been in any relationship there isn't a lot that's mature about me.
So first with some social workers my parents and my sister i was questioned about getting a relationship and if they even should help in some way.
I just kinda talked it away.
What did i have to say that they should probably get me a baby babysitter, nurse in training or caretaker instead ...
I was pretty stressed out to deal with that but then on my workplace i had again such converastion mainly with a 15 year olds and with a few others about exprience with sexua stuff and relationships.
Despite his age he was familiair with all kinds of things and had seen videos on the internet and started to ask me all kinds of questions i had no answer for so i agin tried to change the converastion in a forced way.
After that i even started to imagine that he was my babysitter taking care for me for a few pennies and changing my diaper and feeding me ...
That led me embracing my AB/DL identity and since then i even have put toilet paper i my underpants so if i would be aroused just thinking about Diaper baby stuff or being humiliated i wouldn't have to change my underpants most of the time.
I even looked up some picture of myself in diapers that i still had
Once in this week while half asleep in bed i had even wet my underpants and didn't even feel it for the most part which might have been some inner desires giving me what i want t guess ...
As of late i had also beeing watching some AB/DL video's on youtube so the next step was obviously get get some real diapers again so i did obviously with cute baby prints and some boosters and i'm probably going to cum in some of them.
Gotta go through the trouble of hiding it and throwing it away all that stuff again ...
I'm pretty sure now i will never get out of this Diaper/baby phase if i stop the desire is only gonna get bigger for it yet i sometimes don't know how to deal with it.
