Conflecting emotions

[trxdltree]

In a previous thread I told my story about how i told my mom about being a DL (i will post it again later) anyway i felt so ashamed for the whole incident and not just the wet spot on the bed. So I threw out all the unused diapers that I still had. I thought I got rid of all of them but a day or two later I found one and decided to where / use it and when I was done I would be done for good. After I wet it I thought about it and decided that I still like them. I want to keep them in my life. They make me feel good and relaxed . My mom doesn't know about my decision. I want to tell her but every time I try to talk to her about this I feel ashamed even through I know shouldn't feel like that right? I mean we shouldn't feel ashamed cause of what we are right?

Bump: this is the story i was talking about... i was looking at this dl stuff for a wile and i got up the curage to go to cvs and buy some depends. long story short i got them. but after a few days of useing them, i was in my room siting on my bed watching tv in a wet dieaper i got up to take a shower and found a large wet spot on my bed. i didn't know what to do so i told my mom about everything , she was stuned but did not yell .

[speedcat]

lol i leak like that alot. i also have problems talking to mom about it even though she also knows. but i keep geting told by everyone i talk to that i need to make sure she knows more about it. but that can be verry hard. i wish you luck in all the trys to talk about it and hopefully after i get home i can do the same

[trxdltree]

thanks man i am going to try soon

[DaGreatPanda]

Just tell her dude, don't let something like this make your life miserable, if it makes you happy, do it. You shouldn't feel ashamed, there is NOTHING wrong with it.