Recently at a comic con convention something dreadful happned after about 30/60 minutes in i lost my wallet with quite a bit of money in it or rather it was stolen
This wasn't even the first time it happned ...
The first time years ago it was returned to lost and found with everything still in it but should have been the first warning sign but it happned a second time but there was hardly and money in it but i had to block some cards.
This time however it was a big crowded expo style event so i was probably way to careless ...
Like stealing candy from a baby goes the saying well in this case like staling money from a baby i felt relly small and stupid when once again this happned to me.
At the time i tried to make the best of it but after the event i was miserable for quite a while.
If i really think about it i'm clumsy and child-ish as hell i'm never gonna get a driver license a real job or a real relationship or have sex (the only such pleasures i have are focused around me having to become baby and being humiliated or having a caretaker ) you name it.
It's also a reason i'm drawn to AB/DL the vulnerability of it and such if it wasn't for my relative high intelligence i would have been better off being a 24/7 baby .
That night when i came back with a feeling of Melachony i went to bed diapred with a bib and pacifier drooling from my mouth and drinking from a bottle and eventually my diaper even leaked a little it was that i got out then otherwise i would have shit myself also.
For a few days i wondered what to do with myself always making the same stupid mistakes and never really getting anywhere while others i know do.
I know that espacilly some DL's might only even wear diapers for the feeling and such or even some AB's to get some escape and be done with it but i feel like as i'm getting older i'm not really getting anymore mature and is harder to deal with responsibilities and it seems being a baby is becoming more part of me.
Does someone have something similar or gone through something like that in he past or just any tips or advice would help.