Hello everyone. I'm a very advanced rper and used to run and own my own yaoi roleplaying forum with over 3,000 members. I'm looking to rp once again and I hope that my style doesn't disappoint you. I'm only looking for gay/homosexual/BL/yaoi roleplays, sorry to disappoint anyone.
I want to focus on rping my main character, whose description and art is below.
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Name: Konijn Delapin
Pronunciation: KOH-NEE-JIN DEY-LAH-PIN
Nicknames: Kon, Koni, Jin
Age: 18
Grade: High school Senior/12th
Sexual Preference: Homosexual
Position: Uke/Bottom
Appearance:
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Black hair just above shoulders; Parts on the left side of head naturally. Teal eyes. Petite and noticeably underweight.
Personality: Konijn is extremely shy, but very friendly and cheerful once he warms up to people. He is sweet, gentle, kind, and caring of others, although he is timid and finds it hard to trust at first. Konijn struggles with his past and home life and with a bad depression problem that stems from everything he has to go through, as well as PTSD and has developed age regression to cope. He also has anger problems toward his parents, although he can't hurt them much, let alone anyone else.
He studies hard in school and is smart and does his best to keep his grades up. Although his past and home life have taken his innocence, he is still ignorant about most of the world around him, but is by no means stupid. He has extremely little to no self esteem and thinks everyone is better and more deserving than him. He feels very guilty over any mistake he makes, no matter how big or small it may be. Compliments make him uneasy and nervous, as he is not used to receiving praise. He is a very quiet person who often keeps to himself and is usually caught in deep thought and concentration. Due to his quiet and shy nature, Konijn often goes unnoticed and doesn't have any friends to call his own. He finds beauty and joy in the simplest things, bringing out his childlike innocence.
Konijn does not have very many possessions of his own and what little he does have is not in the best of condition. He is thankful for what little he does have and does not complain, however. His most prized possessions are his art and a small black leather-bound book he keeps underneath his mattress filled with his thoughts in poetry form.
It should be noted that Konijn is an exceedingly talented artist and has a fantastic imagination overflowing with creativity. He finds his inspiration in nature and animals, most of his drawings revolving around rabbits. He portrays himself in his art as a rabbit character. Rabbits are his favorite animal and he feels he can relate to their skittish nature.
Konijn also has a urinary incontinency problem from abuse and trauma that causes him to wear diapers. He's incredibly embarrassed by it and is often bullied about it in school.
Bio: Konijn's mother, Carolin, and father, Kurt, were part of the "bad crowd" in their high school days, often ditching classes to smoke marijuana and have unprotected sex. Carolin soon became pregnant by Kurt, in which they decided not to tell their own parents, but rather drop out of high school and find a place to live together. Konijn was not planned nor wanted, and therefore his mother and father often blamed him for their arguments.
Carolin was fired from her job as a secretary when she was caught in the act of shooting up heroin in her job's break room. Kurt, who had a job as a fry cook at a fast food restaurant, forced Carolin into sex work to be able to support the family, in which she began sleeping with other men for money sometimes several times a day in their own home.
Kurt is an extremely addicted alcoholic and often goes into intense rages around Konijn and Carolin. Kurt not only screams in his infuriated drunken state, but is physically abusive to both his wife and son. Carolin is often too high on various drugs to do anything but scream back at him. She has been known, however, to break dinner plates over his head.
Seven years ago, Carolin was diagnosed as HIV Positive, but died three years ago from an overdose on heroin, as it was put on her death certificate after an autopsy.
Konijn currently lives in a small apartment with Kurt and is an only child. Kurt has 2 jobs to help pay the rent and support his booze habit, which keeps him away from home most of the time, much to Konijn's relief. He works as both a custodian at a local drug store and maintains his original job as a fry cook. Money is a very hard thing to come by, and most of it goes towards the rent, bills, alcohol and cigarettes for Kurt's addictions, and very lastly, food. Due to this, Konijn is very malnourished and underweight and often goes without food.
Konijn dreads going home after school to be in his horrible home environment. When he is home, most of his time is spent cleaning up after his father, studying, doing homework, and eating whatever food he can find. Konijn is often ill with migraines and stomach aches caused from stress, depression, and how heavily his father smokes around him. When he is at home while his father is there, most of the time he ends up getting beaten and belittled. Kurt blames Konijn for Carolin's death and hates him deeply, more now than ever since Carolin died.
Because of the regular abuse Konijn goes through, he wets the bed and himself on a regular basis, and has to rely on wearing diapers provided to him from the school nurse. The school nurse is at least comforting in this fact, but doesn't suspect any abuse going on in the home.
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I would like to do a school roleplay with either a teacher taking him in, or a fellow student who needs diapers as well and becomes his best friend. Please reply if you are interested in my character, as well if you have any other ideas that you'd like to do with him, thank you.
