I don't know high school is still rather recent too me she hasn't even tried contacting me and now I accepted she won't whatever happened she chose them and maybe she still talks with her.

Man that's really rough.
That sucks that she listened to that group but moving on is always the best in that situation which you've done which is the most important thing. Losing someone like that hurts and I find personally that hurt tends to linger but it becomes duller and duller normally in my own experience its the hurt of what was a good friendship. Admittedly that was during high school? So she might of grown up since then and reflected on what had happened and might have her own regrets over what had happened between you two? Just a thought. Either way it's always best to get away from anything that's causing great stress and pain even if that leads to sadness from time to time it's natural to feel sad at times over such a loss.

IT's just a friend well I guess she's not a friend anymore. I knew her for years we were friends at the start of high school all the way till about my junior year something happened I've always had multiple circles of friends I Talked to and was very close with. SHe was one of those friends I had from the start though many of my other friends told me she was a bitch and that she was using me I never listened we'd been friends for so Long I trusted her, eventually she hung out with this group of girl's that hated me they're rather toxic granted I'm the kind of person who's cruel in kind then again most of my friends didn't like her either I thought little of it. then I started to notice how she stopped talking to me she wouldn't even acknowledge my existence for almost a year that hurt it hurt way more then it should have but it did especially when I tried too talk to her and she'd just glare or ignore me. eventually I thought I was over it then she finally texted me to say I was being used by A girl I was into.... she only talked to me because she cared just enough apparently but this time I knew she wouldn't stay my friend I knew she;d listen to those horrible girls she'd deemed her friends even though they abandoned her multiple times and eventually I moved on It sucks because of how much I care about my IRL friends and it cut deap I don't understand her And I still don't hate her I can't I've known her for so many years how could I? anyway high school is a recent memory for me and honestly that's one of my few and greatest real regret in life that she'll always hate me.

If its something that's on your mind or something you need to get off your chest you can tell me. You won't burden me at all. I'm here if you ever need to just let anything go.

Hnn I tried browsing on my phone and reading a bit I"ll just go till I fall asleep I guess nothing really recent it's been a couple months SInce a certain incident but beyond that I can't think of anything. I don't think I'm overly stressed I've been lazing about maybe I thought about the incident more and it's making me sad ANd I didn't realize it.... the incidents not that bad I just wouldn't want to burden you at all.

That sounds really cool!

Quite possibly. Its normal to feel sad once in a while and if your up late and listening to sad music its quite likely that you could be/are feeling down. Has there been anything recently thats upset you a little or caused you stressed or anxiety? Cause that could be it as well. You could always lay in bed and surf the Internet on your phone? I find sometimes that when I'm up late and down that one of the best ways to finally get myself to bed is to just take my phone and normally after five minutes of looking at it i fall asleep especially if i turn the brightness down and if that doesn't work I close my eyes for ten minutestot least try to to foce myself asleep. Its worked a few times before.

Tehe game is a zombie survival game with building aspects and a unique gear and leveling system.

It's unusual I rarely Listen to music like this and I'm rarely up this late maybe I'm sad?....... It's been a long time since I was sad

Its alright! It happens and i haven't been on the last two days due to work to rp so take your time no need to rush ^_^

Oh what's the game about? Thats quite late. I enjoy listening to sad songs often actually i enjoy the emotional performance the singers go through with them.

Interesting love Sorry for not being as crazy active the last couple days I got a new game called fortnite and it's quite fun rn I'm up at 3:30 in the morning listening too really sad songs from scrubs not really sure why. I'll add too more of our rps soon

Hello! I just had a slight idea for our nightmare RP which is that when Nancy eventually wakes up the hospital staff could give her a type of experimental drug which could be that when she sleeps Tina/Freddi could see her but they are unable to touch her cause she's like a ghost and she doesn't wake for them in the nightmare world at all cause of the drug and the only way to get Nancy back is to try and stop the hospital from giving her that drug.