Ever feel like you might as well be made a baby again and put in diapers

[tkb]

in recent times i have seen many people i know (in various extends) achieving all kinds of things from getting a girlfriend/friend to a driver lisense to starting a family and children, getting a good job or high graduating and buying a house and things like that.

And then there's me i'm just a pretty social ackward nerd (autistic) who's greatst pride is collecting stuff like DVD/Books/ames/toys and some People find me cute in a child-ish way.
Never had a girl friend or having achieved much of anything big for a while.
I have the feeling i'm only getting older just because of time and nothing else.

Sometimes it really feels like i would be better of just being a big baby taken care for cause i'm good at being child-ish cute and clumsy.
In the end i always mess up everything so might as well also put me in diapers 24/7 and being fed and cared for etc.
So the only thing i have to do would be to cry if i got a messy diaper or want food so maybe people could actually take pitty.

This feeling that goes away for quite a while but from time to time it comes back.
I was wondering if someone else might feel the same sometimes.

[TB-Garu]

Yeah, I understand that.

[Curio1579]

I feel that way sometimes. I have all this stuff and done some adult milestones but mentally I feel a bit young and sometimes I do just want to cry and be babied by someone.

Of course it seems hard to find anyone locally where I am.

[drifter32]

Being a baby all no time no but I feel like I don’t measure up and that I am a burden to people despite my best efforts not to be.