Being way to shy at a funeral

[tkb]

Last week had been quite hectic as my grandma had passed away ... and we spend most of it emptying the house ...
Yesterday was the funeral since i was there i was hardly be able to even say a proper sentice and sometimes not even say condolences but just nodding witjh my head.
There where lot's of people i hadn't seen in a really long time some i could hardly even remember.
Then after the real funeral was over a niece i hadn't seen in like 15 years kissed me on the cheek 3 times i was so flustred from that it more looked like she kissed a baby that had just dropped something in his diaper.
I just wanted to act normaly when she unexpectedly did that yet she kinda noticed something was wrong ... i sometimes have the emotional age of a 5 year old it can be kida frustrating.
I was perhaps dressed best for the occasion which made me stand out more.
But i wasn' able to say much of anything it felt kinda ackward.
But of course you can kinda get away with it of being not able to say much of anything after the funeral and perhaps had added an extra layer of being uncomfortable.

[Zhaya Curze]

No one is really comfortable at a funeral TK, it’s emotionally hard on everyone involved, I remember being absolutely silent for the funeral of my own grandmother last year. It’s mostly because the event is stressful for everyone invited, and no one is really sure what to say to alleviate the pain the family members are going through. You just have to know that you aren’t expected to act normally, because there is really no way to be able to call a funeral as being “just another day” and having issues controlling your emotions is pretty average for funerals.