First ABDL date of sorts recently (first one and maybe last?)

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So after being in the making for a long time... a few weeks ago i did have an appointment with someone local.
Had been kinda of excited and nervous about it for over a week.

When i actually got there i felt embarrassed as hell which didn't help.
The first thing i noticed was that i had little input on how to even go about it like what stuff to wear and such i mean i could say stuff but often there would be some argument going against it often in the form of a question.
Like why use a small bib as a decoration piece? you could also not wear it. why wear a bonnet and so on.

In the end for the most time i ended up wearing a diaper and romper and a pajama above that which was kinda boring i feel.
Although he did like animal feet i bought and the large bib for feeding.

He wasn't alone either but the others were of course more then aware of it and someone that briefly came even got diapered himself that was all fine and all.

I did however have the biggest problems even slightly acting in little space (it's not that I ever did that in anyone's presence before) although that gradually became better.
Sometimes it felt out of place when i even tried, and i could pretty much not even use any English words (so like ABDL words i knew from and internet and the like) cause the 2 main people present had very little knowledge of the English language it and i saw there confusion when i even tried the simplest English ABDL words so that became difficult as well and i had to resort to using the local language which then didn't really cover the play i was trying to do.
Also sometimes i would just kinda suck my pacifier in order not to have to say much of anything.

They were quite a little bit older than me which probably in a simple age cap caused even more confusion at times.
He seemed to have a more traditional approach on ABDL which could be perhaps described as a little boring to some youngsters.
There was very little humiliation play or ABDL cute stuff going on.
A pad on the diaper was a thing but mostly rather old-fashioned just lying on the couch wrustling through my hair and rather formal talk.

I even had to specifically point out that i wanted to drink from my bottle i had taken with me instead of just a sippy cup and drink the formula i had taken with me which also felt kinda awkward then i even asked to be bottle fed i suppose it was fine but asking for it kinda defeats the point.

There was reading a children book which was okay but once in a while he would ask me questions which i often had little to say to or just said yes or nodded after a while i forcibly gave some longer answers which also felt ackward.

Eating was some experience alright mostly being fed and with the big bib on.
I however hardly spilled anything on my own it's more hard then you might think.
So sometimes he would turn the spoon around weird making something to fall or stick to my face that made for a good alternative otherwise it would have been a rather clean affair.

Diaper changes felt kinda ackward as well although he was really exprienced in it and holding a stuffie and sucking on a pacfier while someone else is doing all that stuff was kinda funny.

There was sleeping in a crib i could never even get out myself so also gotten that exprience but after a while i did not think of it much anymore.

In the end i had to leave a bit more earlier the second day then even originally planned cause some house worker came over i was alright with that it was kinda running thin.

So yes i finally did it and did not have any kind of travel expense to go along with it but this might as well could have been the beginning of the end for this whole ABDL thing for me.
I had kinda pinned my hope on interaction making it more exciting but what i often do on my own are just making up fantasies and searching up images stories and what not.

I am however aware that other people have different approaches and if the cap in age isn't as much it might have been a bit more in line and more synchronized.
But they are not exactly easy to come by and when push to shove even under more desired conditions i might still be too shy myself that's something learned from it. besides i have things to do that spark my imagination more ABDL is just a thing on the side for me.

I hope that some people might find this insightful and could take something away from it and if you have input or tips i like to hear.