the "binge-purge, cycle"

[crystelle]

I've binged many times... but never felt guilty or purged. I'm comfortable with both my fetishes and sexuality. A fetish is not something you can turn on or off, it's a part of who you are. Urges can be suppressed but not indefinitely. With infantilism or diaper loving sometimes just pulling a thick towel between your legs when going to sleep or something can be enough, other times you just need more to satisfy the urges. My advice to anyone who feels guilty for their fetish is "don't" learn to live with and love who you are - you can't change it, only manipulate and control it. If you deny it you may never be happy and at on with yourself

[Spiderman]

I tried to purge this fetish for nine years because I thought that I was the only one that had it and I was a freak. I tried chorus, running, and everything I could think of to get rid of this feeling but it never completely went away.


Eventually I found a couple of AB/DL sites and found out I was not alone and as crystelle said I have come to except it as part of who I am.


Your Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman