Bleach: Ashes to Ashes (Private)

[Rangiku]

(This is a private roleplay between Harvestasha and myself.)

The sun dawned over the Seireitei alerting the shingami that dwelled their of the beginning of the day. However for one Matsumoto Rangiku the new day was just another reminder of her continued existence without one of her dearest friends. Her beautiful blue eye sadly blinked open wanting to return to the deathlike sleep just as fast as she had been taken out of it.

"Gin...." she muttered sadly from her plump lips. She hadn't taken her make up off before she had collapsed drunkenly on the bed the previous night leaving black stains along her cheeks from her crying herself to sleep. She still presented herself as the strong capable vice-captain that she was, and nobody, at least to her knowledge, seemed to have noticed the dark cloud she had over her head since the end of the war with the arrancar. But when she got home the mask would fall off and she would soon crave the cold unfeeling sake bottle as her source of comfort.

She was broken from her reverie by a cold wet feeling around her nether region. Lifting her blanket up she was immediately greeted with the pungent odor of urine and a giant wet stain that practically filled the bed. "Again?" she groaned having lost count of how many times she had wet the bed at this point. Not that she was even counting in the first place, it was embarrassing enough that she had been losing control like this so keeping count of how often didn't interest her.

The wetness was enough to get her out of bed. Stripping the sheets she tossed them into her dirty laundry pile, she'd clean it later, and walked to her bathroom to take a shower. The hot water cleansed her and made her feel at least a little better about getting up. Soon she was in uniform and prepping her plastic smile to keep people from asking her if anything was wrong. Taking a swig of sake to help her out she got out the door and headed towards her meeting with the SWA, not taht she wanted to go... She'd rather drink her woes away.

[Liliel]

As it so happened the other SWA members were not only already at the meeting makeing Rangiku the last one to show up as she normaly was but somehow they had cought on to her depression. as they waited for her they talked about how they could help her.

[Rangiku]

Rangiku walked through the doors into the meeting. She noticed everyone was already there and smiled her best smile. "Sorry I'm late, I overslept." she laughed, it wasn't entirely a lie she really did oversleep. She noticed the looks she got and coughed trying to ignore it as she took her seat quietly.

[Liliel]

" Rangiku come hear a second....." Momo said.

[Rangiku]

"Huh? Wh-why?" Rangiku looked up having spaced out for a moment. "Was I supposed to bring something?" she thought thinking she may have actually forgotten something.

[Liliel]

Momo sniffed Rangikus robes. " I know that smell all to well....." Momo said noticeing the fant pee smell.

[Rangiku]

"Wh-what smell?" Rangiku paled slightly realizing she had put on one of her dirty robes she had wet earlier that week. 'Okay, from now on I wash these daily.' she growled in her mind.

[Liliel]

" Rangiku tell us everything. Nanao said ajusting her glasses.

[Rangiku]

"Everything?" Rangiku blanked legitimately confused. Was Nanao talking about her peeing or her depression? Wait Rangiku was sure nobody could tell she was upset. She started to breath heavily and a familiar trickle could be heard as her panic triggered her into peeing again, a large puddle quickly forming under her feet.

[Liliel]

Unohana stood up. she quickly sentb Isane to get some things. " Rangiku please talk to use. we've known your depressed so talk to us. " Unohana said undoing Rangikus robes.