Looking for Answers in the Wired

[Smilekat]

"That's pretty bad." Margaret nodded sympathetically when she heard Lily's story. "I'm sorry that happened. But it could help some time, so I want you to carry it anyway, okay?" She was geniunely concerned about the girl.

"Actually I'm more worried about our sleep schedules not matching up cause of our jobs. Like I might need to work late when you have to go to bed early cause you have the morining shift so I don't want to wake you when I go to bed, or I might have to get up early after you've worked a long evening shift and are still tired and be woken by my alarm. There's a baby monitor in the nursery which I intend to leave on so that if you have a nightmare I can come and comfort you." She said the last part in a way which made it clear she'd brook no arguments.

"We'll sleep together on the days when our schedules match. Also, while I'm on it, however your sleep schedule works out I expect you to get eight hours of sleep every night. I also expect you to eat three decent meals a day, and to bathe at least once, plus take care of your hair." Margaret gave Lily a stern look. "Its important you take care of yourself too, if you don't I'll punish you and I'll assume responsibilty for that aspect of your life for a week."

"Lastly, I want you to know that once you agree to these rules you don't get to back out. If you want to be mine, then you're mine all the time, not just when its convienent. So do you have any other questions, or any requests of me you'd like to make?" Margaret gave Lily a smile. "Cause if not, I've always kinda wanted to take a bath with someone else too. I've never done it before. Tanya always insisted on being bathed with a million toys so there was no room for me. I think it could be fun." She caresed Lily's cheeck affectionately.

[K13diaper]

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Lily smiled slightly and nodded "I will take the mace then"She said and kissed her cheek "Dont want you to worry any more"She said.

"Ok that sounds fair bun hun really don't worry about my nightmares"She said not wanting to tell her that when she was sleeping with her it was the first time she giot back to sleep after a nightmare.

"Ok um can we have like a safe word kinda thing right now I probly wont have to use it cause this sounds really straight fowered but if somthing comes up which means I need just some me time or somthing can I use it . ileve me Im not intending on using it I just need to know I have like a break button ...not that I dont wanna do this its just a just in case and we will make it i cant use it more than once a month"She said blushing getting kinda toung tided.

She smiled and rubbed into her hand with her cheek and smiled "Ok can we have bubble bath I havent had a bubble bath since I was little"She siad

[Smilekat]

(good, I didn't realize that could happen)

Margaret gave a laugh. It was adorable how serious Lily was being about this, and how nervous she was. "You do realize that you could say 'Margaret, I'd like some me time' or 'Margaret, I want to be a big girl today' and I'll probably give it to you. This is a two way street, it's not just me having fun its also about you feeling protected and loved, and being able to enjoy the freedom of having fewer responsibilities and having someone else be responsible. So if you need a break, or if you have something you want to do that requires you be an adult to do it, I'll generally let you."

" Just don't abuse my generosity, or you'll regret it." She finished with an onimous look.

"Now as for a safeword, it has to be somthing you wouldn't use everyday, in paticular somthing you wouldn't say normally in role, so not something you'd say while being punished or acting the part of a child or lover." She smiled at Lily. "The idea is its somthing that's easy to recognize, so I don't ignore it by mistake."

"But it also has to be somthing that is easy for you, Lily, to remember. You need to be able to recall it in the middle of an emotionally tense situation, it can't be somthign you'll forget in the heat of the moment." She gave a wry look. "I mean we're not doing breath play or suspended bondage or any of the more extreme risky stuff, so there's not much risk of physical injury, but the fact remains that all relationship can get tense. And if you need to tell me I'm going to far it will probably be in an extremely emotional moment for both of us."

She tapped her chin thoughtfully, thinking about some of the fetish sites she'd seen online and their recomendations. "Try a word that is somthing you associate with comfort or safety. Like if there's a food you think of as comfort food, that's somthing that will be out of context for most conversations, so makes a good safe word that you can recall easily." Margaret hoped she was explaining this well. She wanted to this all properly.

"And yes I have some leftover buble bath although it makes pink bubbles just to warn you."

[K13diaper]

When she exsplained what this really meant it took Lily a while to prosses she would acutaly have less responsabilties she had always had many even as a child she had far too many then and now she would be loved and cared for by this amazing woman. She looked at her and kissed her cheek saying. "I am beginging to really like the sound of this"

Lily thought for a momment and said "Pasta it always made me feel safe and its yummy if i acutaly want it to eat if we are out i will point at it on the menuse and if we are at home I can say it but if im touching the cooker then its in the eating sence. How dose that sound? "She siad smiling.

"Really? Thats cool"She siad sounding a little amazed by that colouereded bubbles were pretty.

[Smilekat]

"Pasta eh? Alright, that will be easy for us both to remember." It would also be useful to remember that Lily enjoyed it when planning meals. Margaret was already wondering if she had a pasta recipe book, and how many decent Italian restaurants were nearbye.

"Alright, well, now that everything has been worked out." She took Lily's hands in her own and looked her strait in the eye. "Lily from now on you are my girlfriend, my love, my treasure, and my special little girl. I promise I will protect you, take care of you, and love you always. We are now together for ever and ever." She leaned forward and kissed her lips, then pulled back. "So I guess now its to late to escape, you're stuck with me." She gave a playful grin.

"Come on sweety, lets get that bath started. I'll let you watch me undress, and then I'll undress you." She took Lily's hand and gestured for her to follow to the bathroom.

[K13diaper]

When she said they would be together for ever she felt so sfae and happy. She kissed her back and rested her head on her . "Oh what ever shal I do being stuck with you"Se said sarcastically and giggled kissing her cheek.

She smiled and stood up and folowed her holding her hand. Now that she was walking Marget could see how cutely her bum wiggles in her diaper and how it means she has to waddle.

[Smilekat]

"You know Lily. I think you were made to be babied, you have the perfect bottom for it." Margaret's smile is both joking and flirtatious. In the bathroom she started the tub water, checking the temperature before setting it to fill and pouring in some bubble bath. The bubbles were another thing Tanya had left behind. She'd actually had several colors but most of the others were used up.

She then begins to undress, not too slow but not too fast, putting on a slight show for Lily. "Well, what do you think?" She gives another flirtatious smile and she stands naker before Lily.

Then she began stripping the girl. She gently and carefully removed the clothes, the nice thing about baby clothes is they were meant for other people to take off and put on so it wasn't to hard, till Lily stood in just her wet diaper. "Oh, Lily, looks like you had an accident. Well don't worry, I'll get you cleaned up." She untaped the diaper and threw it in the trashcan.

She looked up and down her girlfriends naked form. "You're lovely Lily. Really, you are." She gave another passionate kiss. Then it occured to her that the tub was about full and she quickly turned off the water. "Oops, if it was any fuller it would spill once we were in. Shall we sweety." She gestured for Lily to climb in.

[K13diaper]

Lily smiled and blushed and wiggled her bum for her a bit giggeling. She watched her closly as she stripped naked. She smiled and wrapped her arms around her neck and looked into her eyes and said "Your perfect you far too good for me you know that"She said and kissed her deeply.

She let her strip her clothing slightly she all most trembled till she herd her voice which relaxed her. Lily blushed seeing she had had a little leak. She looked very shy once she was naked. Lily's body even though she neer shaves has very little hair her privates just have a cute fluffy tuff and eveywhere else you can barly see her hair.

She claimed ina dn relaxed in the warm bubbles and waited for her. The bath was lovely and deep and englufed Lily in bubbles

[Smilekat]

Margaret did consider Lily's minimal hair, it could potentially increase the risk of rash under her diaper, but she supposed she could worry later. For now what was important was that she had a beautiful girlfriend and they were together in a bathtub full of pink bubbles. She wasn't crazy about the bubbles, but the rest was fine.

She seated herself across from Lily, and then looked over to a rack of soaps and oils and brushes and sponges on the side of the tub. There were also shampoo and conditioner bottles on the sides. She looked back at Lily, floating in the water like a mermaid from a kids fairy tale.

"You look like you're having fun, baths are really relaxing aren't they. Are the bubbles all you thought they'd be?" Margaret asked her bathmate. "Do you want me to start bathing you now?" She was eager for that part, it would be fun.

[K13diaper]

She nodded "Yeah the bubbles are nice"She said . lily had sensative skin which was another reason she didnt offten use bubbles. She smiled taking a hand full of bubbles and blew them at her cutely.She blushed shyly and nodded but first she moved closer so she was sitting in between her legs thinking this would make wahsing her easyer.