Memory of the Babyish CPU (Private for Shirayuki)

[Purestarfall]

Blanc didn't quite expect that she'd be asked if she would have needed a change, to which she just lightly shook her head and answered Plutia "No, I don't think so. I'm wet...but not enough that I need to get one right now." Even if she didn't know exactly when she was going, she could at least notice the current state of her diaper.

However Noire seemed like she didn't fully buy it, having watched Blanc this whole time and her acting largely like Plutia did. So without even thinking on it, Noire slipped into her caretaker mode for the CPU of Lowee as well as she headed over to her and lifting up her dress, revealing her diaper that had cute dogoo and floral prints all over it. Then without missing a beat, the twintailed girl put her hand onto the front of Blanc's diaper and lightly pressed down on it. After feeling it for a second or two, Noire then let out to Blanc "...So it is. You can wait a little longer before you get one."

Of course, this all rather stunned and embarrassed Blanc who rather gladly stepped away from Noire with a the moment she finished the diaper check. While a side of her wanted to get upset at Noire over giving her a warning-less diaper check...another part of her realized that it was the first time a non-basilicom staff member was happy to check her without any sort of judgement. Which flared her infantile-attuned mind towards the act, liking the idea of getting diaper checked by a big like a CPU like her should have bigs do. So she'd just quiet herself beyond that, though still with a blush on her face, as she was lightly fixated on the nice, warm, comforting feeling she had as she thought about Noire giving her another diaper check like the little she was.

Unaware of what Blanc was thinking at the moment but thinking that the Loween goddess didn't have any real problem with her since she went back to being quiet, Noire then moved Plutia over to the changing table and laid her down onto it. "Alright, give me a moment and I'll get you out of that dirty diaper." She told Plutia as she dug into the CPU's diaper bag and was pulling out her cleaning gear and the spare diaper to change her into.

[Shirayuki]

Contrary to Blanc, Plutia didn’t seem very surprised to her black-haired friend’s action, as if it was normal. She blinked once, then twice in confusion as she looked at her, letting out a small giggle as she saw Noire lift up her dress. She didn’t seem very wet, though - compared to her’s anyways, as her diaper was being checked. It wasn’t as if Plutia didn’t know her own diaper’s condition, either; She just chooses to ignore it most of the time.

“Alright…” The purple-haired goddess laid back onto the changing table, her own diaper making a very audible squish. Might as well get everything over with before she could go back to playing around with Blanc!

[Purestarfall]

On that note, Noire wasted no time in starting the diaper change once Plutia was settled onto the table. With a skilled grace, she quickly wiped Plutia clean and everything involved in dealing with disposing of a used diaper. Though once that was done and she was getting out one of Plutia fresh diapers to put onto her, Noire decided that now was perhaps the best time to get into why they...or rather, why she herself, came all the way to Lowee. "Blanc" Noire started to address the goddess of Lowee as she slipped the pull-up styled diaper onto Plutia's legs and pulled it up onto her. "I was wondering...do you happen to know where I can get a CPU Memory at by any chance? I'd really appreciate it if you could even so much as give me a idea of where I could start looking."

Being called out by the woman with twintails snapped out of her slight daydream, which did leave her slightly sad that such a nice one was over. With the idea in her head that maybe she could try writing about it later to try to recapture it, she listened to what Noire had to tell her. And it left her a bit worried given what she was asking for. "Noire...don't tell me you're..." Blanc then started to let out to her.

By now, Noire had finished putting Plutia's diaper onto her snugly so it wouldn't fall off. As she was helping Plutia back onto her feet on the carpeted floor, she faced Blanc and completed her thought by telling her "I...I don't know if I want to or not. But...I do see reasons why I would like to become one. I can only live so long like this that I'd have to leave Plutia behind someday...but I wouldn't have to if I was a CPU."

With that out, Blanc just took a moment to process what she was heard. However after a few seconds, she then turned towards Plutia and asked her "And how do you feel about this? For the record, I don't mind helping her out if you're okay with it. But I want to make sure that you want this for her as well, given that she's asking to become...one of us." Blanc hoped that Plutia got what she was getting to that when she alluded to that. While Blanc herself had to admit how much she enjoyed being babied and desired it, she was also aware of how it had muddled her mind when she first became a CPU. She only was as lucid and thoughtful as she was now because she had been put through training to be able to somewhat suppress her babyish CPU side. And with that lucidness, and her being able to remember her past self more clearly, came the realization that the babyish side of her was forced onto her. She didn't like any of this before she became a CPU, and it worried her whenever she realized she had been unable to stop it from overwriting parts herself to make her like it. The though that she would be pushing Noire into the same fate as her did weigh a bit heavy on her because of that, so she wanted Plutia's by-on on it before proceeding any further with it.

[Shirayuki]

Lying on the oversized changing table, Plutia, of course, was able to overhear essentially the entire conversation - or, what she thought of it. The most infantile of the three, she simply stayed silent through the change, even when she could start to pick up on what the two was saying, as the weight behind their words. As Noire asked for the CPU memory, she really wanted to ask her something, but didn't know what to say.

As the diaper was quickly slipped up on her, she patted the garment, inspecting how much snug it was, before she looked at Noire with a curious face. Plutia didn't say anything, but she was awaiting her next words - for some reason, thinking that Noire could be like her felt... wrong. She didn't see anything wrong with her current infantile arrangements, but Noire, too?

"One of... us." The goddess slowly mulled over those words, trying to think about the possibilities. It didn't seem like a bad idea, right? She'll be with her for a veeeery long time... but something just gnawed at her.

[Purestarfall]

As Plutia mulled those words over, Blanc could see that she was still confused about what she meant from how her eyes seemed a bit out of focus as she thought on it. Looks like she was going to have to go even more into depth about it with her.

"Yeah, but CPU isn't easy on one. It makes them dull a bit as these new babyish urges get put onto us somehow. Like in my case, I wasn't at all interested in all this baby stuff or even liked the idea of being babying until I became one. I couldn't even really remember that side of me until I worked on suppressing my babyish side, before that I felt like my memories were pretty muddy and I couldn't discern anything from them so I just thought that I had always worn diapers since that was easier for me to think up to "finish" the picture than ever thinking I got to wore big girl undies." Blanc explained to Plutia, though she did cringe a bit when she realized what word she used instead of 'panties'. It was seemingly another thing taken from her, and likely other CPUs...the ability to say or write that word and other terms like it even if she knew what the actual term for them was. A small and more subtle reminder of what she had to gain to become a Goddess.

[Shirayuki]

She stared at her own hands, in deep thought - or at least, as much as she could be. Plutia could faintly recall a memory of her, just like a regular adult and doing her business in the bathroom... but it was very vague. In her hindsight right now, even if she could go back to normal panties again, she'd still prefer diapers; It made it easy to take a nap without any issues, since the CPU could just have her accidents then go back to sleep...

On one hand, if Noire was just like her, things could be so much more fun with the two of them playing together and understanding one another! But on the other hand... even she knew that she couldn't really take care of herself right now. She was pretty much stuck at a dead end on what to think - it was a decision much more tougher than anything she'd made before.

[Purestarfall]

While Plutia was thinking on it, Noire did cut in to tell the goddess of Planeptune "...I'm aware of all that. I...don't like knowing that I'd lose all my maturity. But unless there's a better way for me to become immortal, that's the only way I can stay with you for the long term." However she paused for a few seconds as she thought up a thought related to that, before then adding on "But...I could see how if I'm not made aware of what I lost, it wouldn't feel like a trade off. I'd probably just be like you are now Plutia, just happy go lucky being a big baby."

Though she didn't know why she actually told Plutia that, she felt it might make her more comfortable going ahead with it all. Even if she couldn't be the same afterwards...at least she'd still get to stay with her only friend if she did so. The whole reason why she wanted to go forward with it.

[Shirayuki]

In hindsight, it didn’t seem too bad, but she had one question in her mind “Hmm…who would be changing our diapies?” Plutia quizzically asked. Her mind more or less glossed over the “Staying with you” part - she didn’t exactly have the capacity to think about the implications yet. All she knew was that Noire was going to be her friend for a veeeery long time to come. If Blanc over here remembered how to be a big girl again, after a while, they’ll recover and become the same, right? So why did it matter?

[Purestarfall]

"I...don't know." Noire honestly told Plutia to her question. First up, Plutia, as her current self, just didn't seem capable of doing it herself. And of course if Noire did go through this, she was going to end up in that state. And Histoire was too tiny to be able to handle changing their diapers. Really, it was something that Noire had sort of glossed over in her pursuit of this.

After a few more seconds of awkward silence, Noire then replied back to Plutia "...Well...I suppose the basilicom staff can handle it. After all, I'm sure that Blanc needs her own staff to change her."

Blanc meanwhile overheard what Noire said and blushed a bit as she told her in response "N-Not lately. I handle changing myself now. But...yes, I did need them to handle for me until I could..." Of course, now that Noire brought that up the Loweeian goddess couldn't help but fixate, or rather daydream, on the idea of getting them to change her like the big baby she was. It just made her have to lightly shake her head a few moments later just to try to get that alluring fantasy out of her system.

[Shirayuki]

Plutia simply nodded, half out of confusion, and half out of what was being said. Really, with all the big words being thrown around, it was even making her a little sleepy. If the Basilicom staff could really handle it all, then it would be okay, right? Other priorities are still dominant in her mind, though. "Um... Blanc?" The purple-haired CPU pointed out, now fully padded up in a fresh garment, slowly crawled and approached her "Do you wanna play again...?".

Though, there was a strange, fuzzy feeling in her head as she spoke. She couldn't make out what the feeling was, but it wasn't all that unpleasant. All that talking did seem to register in her subconcious, somehow.