My mental process...

[Mistress]

yeah, couldn't think up a good title for this thread. Anyways, I'm bored, so for my amusement, hopefully some of yours too, I decided to make this thread.

What's gonna happen is you're going to get a glimps of my mental process for writing stories. Lately my process has turned into actual conversations with the characters I write, so that's what you're going to see here. Feel free to comment on them, but none of the characters or myself will be addressing any comments.

To start, the Megaman universe.

*Gets glomped immediately by padded Sonia Strumm*

Me: "Whoa, hey there little one."

Sonia: *Looks up* "Are you really going to do it?"

Me: "I can't promise more then the short story right now Son-son. I do like the idea of getting a comic done about you, but comics are expensive, and I need to figure out the right artist for it."

Sonia: *Squees and hugs leg* "Thank you Mistress!"

Me: "I do what I can, just don't be disappointed if it takes a while, if it happens at all."

Sonia: "Why wouldn't it?"

Me: "Like I said, cost for one thing. The other is too much of a good thing, and you're a very good thing Sonia. I'd hate to over use you so much I'd have little to no inspiration for future stories."

*Feels a tug on sleeve, turns to see a sad padded Maylu*

Maylu: "Yeah, you don't want to be like me..."

Me: "Don't cry Maylu." *Pulls Maylu into a hug* "I've got some ideas for you, at least one one-shot chapter story. And beyond that, I got story ideas for you and Sonia I'll be working on that, even though they don't involve padding."

Sonia: "Awww, but I really like my diapers now!"

Maylu: *Blush* "Me too."

Me: *Places finger on chin in thought* "Well I suppose I could split the difference and make you both bedwetters in them, use it as a romance plot progression thing...but I can't promise anything."

Maylu: *Shrugs* "I guess that will do."

Sonia: "Yeah."

"At least she likes you two..." *Turns to see a padded Luna drawing in the dirt with a finger, looking depressed.

Me: "I don't outright hate you anymore Luna, you can thank Joey for that. You have your moments in the series, but most of the time you're just to bossy and insensitive to others."

Luna: "You make me into a monster in your story!"

Me: "I do a lot of things to the characters I write about Luna, even my original characters. And you know I do have alternate endings in mind for you too."

Luna: "..."

Me: "And I have recently thought up a story staring you."

Luna: "Yeah, based heavily on your past rps with Joey, and you still get Sonia involved."

Me: "I'm planning on making her only a passing comment when Geo discovers you're back in diapers Luna. I can do the conversation between you and Sonia as a passing thing."

Luna: "We both know it would be better if it was done in real time instead of a passing thing. Couldn't you like, do a meeting in public or something?"

Me: *Hamster wheel turning* "Maybe ice cream outing like in SF2 game?"

Luna: *Throws hands up* "And that's another idea related from Sonia! Her DATE with Geo." *Stomps off*

Me: *Shakes head* "I can't help that I like Sonia more then Luna...not sure how I can make it up to her..."

To Be Continued...

---------- Post added at 01:19 AM ---------- Previous post was at 12:03 AM ----------

Megaman Universe Pt. 2

Me: *Still feeling depressed over Luna situation, wanders through the area. Something darts between legs, hitting both legs causing to fall back.* "Oof!" *Looks up to see toddler padded Fairy Leviathan with mini-halbert giggling.*

Fairy: "I got you!" *Giggles*

Me: *Brushes self off and stands* "So you did. Any reason why?"

Fairy: *Shrugs and giggles* "I already got everyone else."

Me: *points* "You need to grow up, then we can talk."

Fairy: *Blinks before being enveloped in a cloud. Cloud fades to reveal adult Leviathan, still padded* "Oh come on!"

Me: "That's more like it. So what's really up Fairy?"

Fairy: "Are you ever going to write my story? I really like your latest idea, way more then your first one. Even Joey said it was an okay idea."

Me: "Fairy, I'm trying to branch out from just padded fiction right now. And even if I wasn't, I really don't have any inspiration for the Zero series right now. Even with thinking of the upgrades I'd give you."

Fairy: "Well maybe you should consider writing a chapter of the Zero series Command Mission idea. You certainly wanted to provide a better game controlling experience for me and the other guardians then what was offered in the Zero 3 mini-games."

Me: "That's true, but again, no inspiration means no work. I don't like posting anything unless I feel it's the very best i can produce at the time."

Fairy: "And your first Maylu story?"

Me: *Blush* "That was my best at the time. I got a rough draft idea for a rewrite, combining the sequel with the original and several other ideas, but..."

Fairy: "You just don't have time or inspiration." *Shakes head* "When will you?"

Me: *Sigh* "Real life gets in the way Fairy. I got to be prepared to live on my own when the time comes. I wouldn't last much more then a month with the funds I got saved up. Believe me, I'd be turning out more chapters faster if I had more free time. I wrote two chapters in one day once when inspired."

Fairy: "And I'm sure Kin appreciated that, at least before the ReEducation story."

Me: *Wince* "I blame Name Changer for getting me into the straight jacket theme, and I regret getting into it."

Fairy: *Tilts head to one side, then nods* "I believe you...good luck then." *walks off*

Me: *Sighs* "Great, another depressing conversation. Are all going to be like this?"

"Probably."

Me: *Turns to see young padded Aile walking towards me.* "Because?"

Aile: "Because while we all accept and even enjoy wearing diapers, you still keep us relatively close to our original selves. And because we're like our real selves, and you write about so many of us, we don't like being ignored for too long."

Me: "Yeah, that makes sense." *Sigh* "Let me guess, you're not happy about the delay in your recent story."

Aile: "Nailed it. Can you guess the reason behind the delay?"

Me: "Bringing in OCs belonging to other characters are what usually delay or kill a story. My promise to bring Nino in on this one is likely the reason following that train of thought. That said, i don't want to break that promise."

"Wouldn't be the first one you broke."

Me: *Sees padded Ashe walking up and sigh.* "It wasn't totally broken in your case Ashe. I had a hard time coming up with a fees-able concept for you following Otaku101's guidelines, and I did everything I could to get inspiration, even used the requests I got from Sketch Man and Joey on you. I didn't get your story done for his birthday, true, but I got it for xmas."

Ashe: "Assuming he even saw it. Otaku has pretty much vanished from the community, and the internet in general."

Aile: "And now you're using his OC Koyuki for your Senshi story, and even then it's not the version he made of her."

Me: "I get it, i screwed up with Otaku, and now I'm running the risk of screwing up with others as well. Aile, I plan on finishing your most recent story. Ashe, I make no promises to write anymore involving you given my current state."

Aile: "I hope you do...I really want my baby time to become a permanent part of my schedule."

Me: "I'll try Aile." *Aile nods and walks off* "Ashe, do you need something else."

Ashe: "...Just wanted to wish you luck, and remind you that you're only human. Your booty is all the praise you receive in your reviews, and you work hard for those reviews. No one's perfect, and even all the characters you look up to and admire make mistakes, and sometimes with the worst possible consequences too. I guess what i'm saying is, don't beat yourself up to badly, cause if you do, when others like those anonymous cowards on fanfiction dot net wail on you, it takes longer for you too get up. Diaper fiction or regular, you love to write, and you shouldn't let it get you down too badly."

Me: "...Thank you Ashe." *Hugs*

Ashe: *Hugs back* "It doesn't hurt that you still allow us to kick butt too."

Me: "You know I like girls that can kick butt."

Ashe: "Indeed I do. Good luck girl, and kick some butt yourself." *Walks off*

Me: "Yeah...saying is easy enough, doing not always so much..."

[Shanatan2131]

You just gave me an Idea for a counter story. Every Anime character or OC I've ever diapered get's together in a meeting room talking about why me, the writer, diapers them and how mush they hate it. They some how come to life from my stories, ambushes me, diapers me, to punishes me to see how I like wearing diapers.

[Mistress]

Megaman Universe PT 3

Me: *Walks into next area, sees several girls lounging around, three in a play pen* "What's going on here?" *Padded Jasmine, Medi, and Roll approach*

Jasmine: "Nothing much really."

Medi: "This is the area where characters you want to do stories staring them, or have seen or rp-ed about, but have little to no plot development done on said story, are staying."

Roll: "The highlight was Ciel getting spanked for working to hard again." *Shrugs* "We know her world is at risk and all, and her work is important, but she needs to take it easy some times too. If she won't do it herself, we'll enforce it."

Me: *Looks at Playpen, sees Allouette and Prairie playing with building blocks, both padded and in shirts with pacifiers in mouth. In corner of pen is Ciel, small t-shirt, paci gag, locked wrist mittens and booties, and rubber pants over diaper.*

Ciel: *Glares angrily*

Me: *Shrugs* "Like Roll said, you gotta take care of yourself, and that means taking a break from work. You go play with your sisters and I'll see about getting you out of those restraints."

Ciel: *Glare intensifies before turning away*

Me: *Shrugs* "Have it your way." *Turns to Jasmine, Roll, and Medi.* "You three going to be okay looking after them?"

Medi: "It's nothing we can't handle."

Roll: "Still no ideas for us Navis, huh?"

Me: "Unfortunately not. There's no real simple idea..."

Roll: *Grins* "You just thought of something, didn't you." *Leans in eagerly with Medi*

Me: "Well, maybe a glitch of bug in the navi's system causing them to expel programs violently. A temporary solution is found in the way of a restriction program, directing the expulsion out like regular human waste, and a diaper program will catch the expelled program and eventually re-assimilate, or at least be easier to manually reattach..."

Medi: "That idea definitely has potential. If nothing else, Chibi and Destiny should like the concept."

Me: "Yeah, it's definitely worth a second look... speaking of, Ciel's acting up." *Roll and Medi rush to the pen*

Jasmine: "So, still got nothing for me?"

Me: "Nothing original for you I'm afraid Jasmine. Your character wasn't really developed in the BN5 game, and I haven't seen much of Stream or beyond anime."

Jasmine: "And you like to try and keep us close to our true character." *Smiles*

Me: "Yeah. Off the top of my head, I imagine bedwetting through nightmares of ghosts after that one mansion/beach episode I saw. Heck, it could make a cute pairing story between you and Lan."

Jasmine: "Even though you prefer Lan/Maylu pairing." *Smiles* "Thanks for thinking of me at least."

Me: "Welcome girl." *Hugs*

Jasmine: *Hugs back, then runs off.*

Me: *Heads over to the lounging girls, padded Sal, Miyu, Anetta, Cinnamon, and Marino* "What's up ladies?"

Sal: "Nothing really."

Miyu: "Curious as to when you'll at least rp with us again." *Cinnamon and Marino nod in agreement*

Anetta: "I'm just surprised to be here at all. I know you remember me most for my roll in the third game."

Me: "Well Anetta, you do have a bigger role in the Axess anime, and your history indicated you were hospitalized and needed physical therapy. The difficulty in walking under your own power leads my mind to believe you spent some time in diapers during your recovery."

Anetta: "Oh, okay. Hmmm, sounds like the basis for a good story itself, or the premise to get me to like them..."

Me: "Ooh, I like that idea, I'll definitely remember that one."

Marino: "I wish you'd forget mine." *Blushes*

Me: "Oh come now Marino, my ideas aren't that bad for you."

Marino: "If I was a man, I'd say your best idea emasculated me! I can deal with being caught by the Professor and forced to play with Cinny-"

Cinnamon: "Yay!"

Marino: "...As I was saying, that's not bad, but being caught by someone I was stealing from and be forced babied by him for a while?!"

Me: "Well there's only so much I can do with reploids and include diapers. And I'd rather not use the idea with Fairy again. Like Yubel said, 'Ideas are like diapers; some are crisp, clean, and perfect for the situation. As time goes on the idea is used, like a diaper. Sometimes it feels great, but most times it just feels used. This cycle continues, and continues, but with each idea we use, sometimes we get the full enjoyment, and other times we just want to get changed as quickly as possible.' Wise words bro."

Marino: "...I want to be changed."

Me: "I'll let Cinnamon take care of this one."

Cinnamon: *Salutes* "Yes ma'am!"

Marino: "You know what I meant-Hey Cinny!"

Me: *Turns to Sal and Miyu* "How bout you too."

Sal: "I'm conflicted with the fact that you've done little beyond rping with me, but thankful you've allowed me to keep my principles in wanting to use cloth diapers as opposed to disposables since they can be reused."

Me: "It's not easy; all that work to wash and clean the cloth diapers and the covers. I experimented with them with Sonia, but I can't help but think that over time you'd get so stressed and overwhelmed that you give up and switch to disposables and feel like a failure."

Sal: *Sighs* "Yeah, I could see that, given you prefer my anime self and I have way more stressers there."

Me: "Sorry Sal." *Turns to Miyu* "You know why I haven't written you, right?"

Miyu: "It's because you feel inadequate with my character after rping with Joey and falling for me."

Me: "...More or less, but I think I'm improving."

Miyu: "I should hope so. Best of luck Mistress."

Me: "Thank you Miyu, take care of yourself and Sal."

Miyu: *Smiles and wraps an arm around Sal's waist, causing the girl's cheeks to turn pink.* "I shall.*

Me: "Well, that's all for the Megaman Universe. Up next will be the second universe I wrote about, Naruto. Stay tuned all, as I got a lot to answer for there."

[apoclypse]

Hurray it seems that my insanity has finally affected you sis. Now we can listen to our characters together and I no longer have to feel "alone" in the fact that I do this too. Just remember you have final say as you are the "parent" so if they get out of line just warn them of possible punishment that could happen and they should go back to being good.