Looking for Answers in the Wired

[Smilekat]

Magaret Regina, a name meaning Pearl Queen. The sort of name parents give their child when they expect great things of her, because they had. Father was a lawyer, mother worked in marketing, both expected thier daughter to do even better than they had. And Magaret had tried to live up to those expectations. In every part of her life she had to excell. She ate an extremely healthy diet, took care of her teeth and skin. She exercised regularly and took karate lessons, to maintain her figure and her self-confidence. She carefully tended her long black hair, and while she didn't follow fashion trends she did take care to that her choices of clothing, make-up and jewlerly always made her both attractive and respectable. She had only average bust size and her face was pretty but not stunning, so she knew she couldn't get by on just looks. Instead she used them as a tool to make herself more appealing and more authoritative. Combined with her self confidence and her height (second tallest girl in class) and she was always able to project a presence of command and dignity.

Academically, she excelled. Honors student, AP Classes, key club, student council VP, chess club, math club, Saludictorian (it was a narrow loss) and got a nice scholarship to a respected college. In college she was part of several honors societies, part of a campus political group, treasurer of the student council, double majored in business and accounting, served several internships with various companies, then went to grad school and got a masters. She was a rising star, set to take the business world by storm.

And then...nothing. After all that effort, after everything she'd done, Margaret stood ready to begin the rest of her life, and found she honestly didn't care. She wasn't happy. She looked around and found she had one friend, and that was more because Sadie had taken the initiative to meet her. She had great prospects, but couldn't find any appeal in them, nor take much satisfaction in her accomplishments, because they were for the most part all she had. No hobbies of interests or associations outside of school and the business world. She felt empty.

Most of her life the desire to make her parents proud had driven her, but no matter what she'd done they had never been proud of her. Excellence was expected, they had always acted as if sucess was the least they could expect from her. And after so long she no longer cared enough to chase their affections.

Margaret turned down the promising offers in big companies with large promotion prospects. She worked from home now, doing consulting work. Most of her clients were small or medium sized local businesses. She was good at what she did, and she made good money, but that was all. A far cry from the business giant she'd been trying to become. Her parents hadn't spoken to her since.

Years passed, Margaret finding more enjoyment in life as she got involved in community activites, even making a few more friends. She felt better, but still wasnt' complete. She wanted more, more human contact, somthing intimate, but this presented its own problem.

Margaret Regina liked girls. She'd figured it out back in highschool but had been smart enough to keep it to herself. The business world wasn't kind to people of unusual sexual orientation, well at least those who couldn't hide it. Now she was no longer in a position to worry about that, but she still felt very uncomfortable about broaching the subject to another persons face,.

Sadie had been the one to suggest the solution, online dating. Here she could find people of the same interests easily. Margaret had looked at several sites, eventually finding one that catered to people with alternate interests. There she began posting as the Queen of Pearls, talking with various young women.

Margaret had found in the course of her community work that she liked to care for people. She liked to help the troubled. She'd also done some reading at various erotic sights and found that idea of a submissive partner was incredibly attracitve to her. So she'd begun hunting on the website, searching for a girl who would be a good fit.

And it was there she finally found someone.

[K13diaper]

Lillian Pond sighed frustratingly as she entered her tiny one bedroom apartment. She had just had yet another long day working in the coffee shope down the street from her.She was only just 18 but moved out on the day of her Birthday. This was too escape.

Lily's parents were terrible they always took pleasure in telling her she was an accident that no one wanted. Until she was around 9 it was just some verbal abuse and neglect she got but then her parents started drinking and the physical and sexual abuse started. She now has scars all over her body and suffers from nightmares every night. She has never had a childhood which is why she thinks she longs for one.

In high school Lily did alright she wasn't smartest in her class but she did get mostly As and Bs. She had hated high school very much not because of the education but more because of the people. From the age of 14 Lily has been an out lesbian as she hated hiding who she truly was and this made her a freak in school. She was bulled every day and has never really been shown any care in her life.

From a young age she was lonely but when she hit her teens she was lonely for something so much more... love. She wanted to be held and cared for and be close to someone. Lily has had one of two girlfriends in her time but none of them wanted anything as serous as she did,

When she moved out she got her self a lap top with some extra money she had and then found the world of online dating. Now the fact she had sunk to this level depressed her and so did the amount of pervs on these sites bu it gave her hope.

When she changed out of her work cloths and into some pjs she sat down with her lap top and loged on to find she had a message...

[Smilekat]

(Lillian Pond, now for some reason that brings to mind the name Kristen Lillian Pond as somthing I've heard before)

Message from Queen of Pearls:

To my young friend in need of more love,

I hope this doesn't make you feel uncomfortable but I'm finding you very interesting. Most of your posts have been very...gaurded is the best I can describe it. Like you're on the look out against being burned. But at the same time I sense an undercurrent of longing in them. I get the feeling that you're looking for somthing.

More specifically, I get the feeling you don't feel safe, that you've been hurt emotionally, and you want someone who can help you, heal and protect you.

I think I could be that someone.

Now I don't think its fair to ask you to open up to me without me opening up first. So, do you have any questions you'd like to ask me? What would you like to know about me?

And if you'd like, I can also send you my picture.

I want this to be comfortable for you, so I'm going to let you set the pace for now. And if you want to take some time to think, or if I've read you wrong and I'm just not what you want, tell me, I'll understand.

But, sweet girl, if you're as lonely as I think you are, I think I can be just what you need.
Sincerly

The Queen of Pearls

Sending the message Margaret felt nervous, she knew she shouldnt' get her hopes up, this was based off hunches, but she hoped she was right. If she was, she didn't want to let this girl go.


(do you want me to just describe Margaret, or would you like me to post an anime pic (I've seen people do that in other rps on this site))

[K13diaper]

(just describing her is fine)

Lily was surprised when she read the message she has never met someone who has been able to read her that well never mind the fact she hasn't even talked to her yet and she has already been able to figure her out.

Lily was getting a little excited. This might be who she was looking for. She quiklt told herself not to get her hopes up before she replayed.

Hi

Thank you for the message it brightened up my day a bit. First I want to ask why is someone who seems to be rather intelligent like yourself on one of these silly dating sites? From your message I can tell your pretty smart and I'm surprised someone hasn't noticed that around and sweeped you up.Secondly you are quite right about me but lets not talk about that right now.

First off I should probably introduce myself I'm Lily whats your name? Heres a picture if you wondering what I look like and I would love to see one of you to( don't worry I'm not like the other creeps on here I don't want a naked picture)

Hope to hear from you soon

Lily blushed a little once it was sent. She had picked a photo of herself holding an umbrela. She had short brown hair that covered her right eyes and was kinda fluffy and flicky. She wasn't skinny but not fat eather.She had pretty large D cup brests and was dressed in a purpel and black checked shirt a black t shirt and a cardegen. Her skin was very pale and she had azming blue eyes which looked tiered.

[Smilekat]

Magaret gave a small squel fo glee, she seemed to be getting somewhere. After months of people who just weren't intesrested and girls who she suspected were really middle aged men looking for dirty pictures, she was finally finding somthing she wanted.

Lily? That's a lovely name. I actually keep a small garden and I have some white lilies in it, they're the flower of innocence and elegance, and have a sweet smell.

My names Margaret.

To answer your question about me on this site, that was honestly one I hoped you wouldn't ask cause its a little embarassing. There are a couple of reasons, the main one is that I just wasn't comfortable talking to other girls romantically.

This might seem silly to you, but outside of a business context I never really learned to deal with people socially in my youth, and though I've improved I still find it akward to broach the topic of romance, besides I'm so used to hiding my lesbianism it was hard to break the habit.

I have been approached be several men, but I've always politely declined, cause I'm simply not interested in men. This site seemed a good way to meet other women with the same interests as me.

What else would you like to know about me? Or is there anything you'd like to tell me about yourself?

Oh and here's that pick I promised. "

Margarets picture was of her wearing a purple dress over a white blouse that emphasized her toned figure but still appeared feminine. She had deep lilac eyes to complement the color of the dress, and her long black hair hung down. She had a decent tan, getting a fair amount of sunlight, and her full lips were drawn in a warm smile. The picture had only light makeup, which was all she usually wore anyway, she wanted to project an image of beautry but not appear to be trying to hard. She wasn't sure if her height came across in the picture, but the respectable size her breasts had reached was conveyed.

Margaret loved the picture of Lily, the girl's features were almost perfect, and she looked so fragile, with her pale skin and sad eyes. The way she was dressed and umbrella gave her a kind of ordinary charm, and her impressive bust size made Margaret just a bit jealous since she certainly wasn't that big at that age. The whole effect was to make her want to hug the girl, and if she played her cards right she'd be able to do just that.

[K13diaper]

Lily's eyes widened as she saw her picture she was perfect. She looked powerful but kind . Lily just wanted to crawl into her arms and stay there.She blushed a little when she said about her name.

Thank you my full name is Lillian but I much prefer Lily only my parents call me Lillian.

You don't have to tell me anything that makes you uncomfortable.I am kinda the same as you I have real trouble talking to women like I love being with women but the hole flirting thing just confuses me and to be honest everyone my age just wants sex when I would much rather just cuddle and watch a movie.Not that I wouldn't have sex I just need to be comfortable with someone first and you know feel safe.

Um I'm not sure What hobbies do you have? Whats your Job? Are you a cat or dog person?

Oh and by the way that's a lovely picture :3

Lily sent the message but then her eys wnet wide reilizing how young and incoent she must have seemed reveling she had never had sex with a woman.

[Smilekat]

Magaret smiled, this was getting better and better. The girl seemed ideal, she decided to press forward.

Lillian is lovely as well.

As for my hobbies, beyond gardening. I play the piano and I like to sew, specifically I embroider. I've been learning to knit too. I like cooking, I'm pretty good at it but not excellent, at least not yet. I like learning knew recipes. I also like to play cards (I know an amazing number of games) I also have been learning to love tennis.

And I like movies, comodies and romances mainly, mysteries too, although I actually enjoy action movies. I love musicals too, mostly cause I love music. Classic is my favorite but I enjoy many types.

I acutally like cats and dogs, what I don't like are animals like goldfish or rats in cages or the like.

As for my job, well prepare to be unamazed. I'm a consultant, a job which is exactly as boring to talk about as it sounds. I give advice to a whole mess of small businesses, most of them local. I make pretty good money off it, and the hours are flexible but its not that interesting to talk about.

How about you? What are your hobbies and interests, and what do you do for a living? "

She wanted to know more about this girl. She hoped by offering information about herself the girl would feel comfortable offering back.

[K13diaper]

Lily smiled as she listed her hoddies thinking she sounded very adult and in controle.

Well I also love music but I am more inro rock oh and sweet folk music Kimya Dawson is my hero her songs make me cry. I love movies too I like all kinds anytyhing by Tim burton or with Ellen Page I like. I like to draw and I read quite a bit.

I like both to but I'm a kitty cat girl at heart :3

I work in a small coffee shop called Joes

She sent that not knowings she knew of the coffee shop

[Smilekat]

Magaret blinked. Joes, as in the coffy shop not far from the bookstore? She took another look at Lily's picture. A plan began to form in her head.

Kimmy Dawson is pretty good. What kind of drawing do you do, pencil sketches and the like? That's interesting.

I can picture you in a cute coffee girl uniform. I bet a pretty thing like you makes good tips.

Now I'd like to ask you somthing more intimate. Tell me some of your dreams, and some of your fantasies.

For myself I used to dream about being richer than Bill Gates, and having my name become a household item. Nowadays what I want is to help people, to make a difference to some of the worlds "smallfolk".

For my fantasies, I sometimes picture myself at a big formal ball. Its a masquerade, so everyone is masked, but there's one girl who doesn't have one. She young and alone, and very pretty. I ask her to dance, and we step out on the floor together, and when the dance ends she tells me she doens't want to let me go.

How about you Lily?"

Margaret figured this would be useful information for the plan she was starting to hatch, play to the girls romantic side. She wanted this adorable creature.

[K13diaper]

Lily went into a little day dream of her own as she read hers. Clam down Lily just because she is a romantic don't get your head in the clouds she thought. Lily acted kinda butch but she was a sucker for romance.

Um well I do a lot of pencil stuff and some cartoon stuff to basically anything mostly just stupid stuff to vent really I'm not very good

I'm really not pretty bileve me

Um my dreams I don't know I guess just to be happy. I guess I would like to have some kinda stable family of shorts or even just close friends. Ha the unliklyhood of that ever happening to me probably makes it a fantasy . I really want to go to university but I need to work I don't have any savings or anything to afored to work part time while I go to uni.

I guess I fantasies about just being wanted



She sent that but was very nervous she opened up quite a bit there and also showed how little confidence she had in herself.